The life of a Brat that is always in trouble

So, I am in trouble again. It seems like I must enjoy trouble because I can’t seem to get out of it. I have made some poor choices many times in my past that have hurt my health. Due to this my R has taken it upon himself to live this lifestyle with me and be strict.

He tends to think he is not strict enough, I think he is too strict. He has so many rules it’s hard to keep up with them. Especially for a spastic brat like me. So, we have this never ending circle of me breaking the rules and then me getting in trouble for it.

He wants so much control and that is very difficult for me. I am sure you might find that hard to believe since we live this life, but it seems he wants more and more and then I pull back more. Strange.

Anyways, right now I am in some pretty big trouble. I am getting spanked daily for awhile and I am grounded for who knows how long. This means I can’t play on my phone, watch tv, or even leave my bedroom without his permission. I am going to be getting a total of 2800 swats over the course of time because I “borrowed” that amount to go on an energy drink binge. So far I have gotten 600 of those. Yikes! I don’t count on not being grounded or have a sore butt for quite awhile. He said that my borrowing is stealing and that is not the kind of person I want to be.

I will keep you posted

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24/7 DD lifestyle

I will start this blog by introducing the relationship that me and my R have together. I don’t know what category our relationship falls under; bdsm, domestic disciple, taken in hand, or 24/7 total power exchange. It is a mix of a little bit of all of them.

How our relationship works is I have a set of rules and if I don’t follow them he has the power to punish me however he sees fit. I have a list of hard limits that he can’t cross and he has one hard limit I can’t cross. As long as he doesn’t break my hard limits he has 100% full control of my life and my consequences.

He is strict but he spoils me all the time too. He makes me feel loved and treasures and safe. I am sure many people would wonder how I could give another person that much control and feel safe. Let me explain ; by having set rules and limits I know he will never cross those. So I will never be truly hurt. He keeps me safe from myself and my own self destructive and irresponsible behavior.

Now, I am sure most would say that I am an adult and should be able to do that for myself. But here is the crazy thing; I wish I could. I wish I didn’t make stupid decisions and I thought things through more.  But I don’t. And I need that structure and disciple. He needs to have that control. We are both very smart professionals with children.

Our children don’t know, and we are very private about our lifestyle. I am sure they see that he is the head of the relationship.

it works for us and I love him and he loves me like crazy. We are so close and so in tune with each other and our needs. We are respectful and loving to each other. He leads by example.

Now, I am definitely a challenge as I have a big personality and I am always getting into some kind of trouble. I can’t wait to share those stories with you at a later time.