So, I am in trouble again. It seems like I must enjoy trouble because I can’t seem to get out of it. I have made some poor choices many times in my past that have hurt my health. Due to this my R has taken it upon himself to live this lifestyle with me and be strict.
He tends to think he is not strict enough, I think he is too strict. He has so many rules it’s hard to keep up with them. Especially for a spastic brat like me. So, we have this never ending circle of me breaking the rules and then me getting in trouble for it.
He wants so much control and that is very difficult for me. I am sure you might find that hard to believe since we live this life, but it seems he wants more and more and then I pull back more. Strange.
Anyways, right now I am in some pretty big trouble. I am getting spanked daily for awhile and I am grounded for who knows how long. This means I can’t play on my phone, watch tv, or even leave my bedroom without his permission. I am going to be getting a total of 2800 swats over the course of time because I “borrowed” that amount to go on an energy drink binge. So far I have gotten 600 of those. Yikes! I don’t count on not being grounded or have a sore butt for quite awhile. He said that my borrowing is stealing and that is not the kind of person I want to be.
I will keep you posted