Stupid belt!

I have managed to go a week or more without getting a spanking. Then today ended my streak. I even got the stupid belt today. I haven’t got spanked with the belt in months. All because I am going out of town for a week and he said because of my bad decisions last time I had a trip I need to travel in a sore bottom. 

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Nightly sessions are going to get old fast

So I am going to bed restrained tonight with a sore bottom. Every night of this is going to be really hard. Guess I am going to have a leather butt by the end of this grounding. Lol. 

Even though my butt is getting super sore, I know he does this to protect me from me. He loves me, and I love him so much. I adore him and just looking at him takes my breathe away. I can’t imagine life without him, even a day away from him is tough. He is my world. 

I need to get better at being good, I need to not have a sore butt and regrets daily. 

Yikes- shit just got real

Wow!! So I messed up really bad. Now he gave me a super bad punishment plan after talking to his stupid mentor!

I am grounded until MARCH! I start with 3 minutes of timed spankings every day and based on my behavior for the day I can earn less or more. I have corner time every day! I also have writing assignments each week or a household task. I also have a boot camp one Saturday a month for three months. 

Today was my first day of this. I had to get yesterday and today’s at once. So 6 minutes. 

I lied, was disobedient, stole, and broke his rules.  I used some money that wasn’t mine to buy Christmas presents and he found out. Now I am suffering the consequences. Guess it’s going to be until spring before I am sprung.  Lol

What I learned

I learned tonight that it is not a good idea to tell him to stop when getting spanked. Ouchie! Spanked with my feet and hands restrained. I screamed out stop, because it hurt Really bad. He said I have a safe word if I am medically hurt, and I am never to tell him to stop. He feels I am trying to take his control. Well he can have it! 

Tough girl

I just got well over 500 swats. Somehow I was such a tough girl. I didn’t cry. He even put baby oil on my bottom, which makes it hurt worse but doesn’t leave as bad of bruising if any. I took it all like a champ. 

Tomorrow I am not even allowed to eat lunch without permission. I guess this means holiday break is over, lol.