I guess all the small things this week came back to bite me last night. And it bit me right in the butt in the form of a bath brush, red stick, and razor strop.
Besides that the night was pretty fun. We went out to dinner, had a lot of laughs and a lot of fun.
Tonight I just got what he calls a rule review. It basically involves him telling me the rules one by one with spankings and then discussing if and how I broke that rule.
Tonight we are focusing on two specific rules. He wants me to present myself to him after work each day this week and ask for everything. He calls it full control. If I break this,I am going to get bound, blind folded, and spanked each time I mess up. This week is going to be a tough one. I am going to have to concentrate really hard.
So this week he is super super strict. I just got a really ugly punishment for really small rule breaks. Before I would have got scolded and maybe a small reminder spanking. Tonight I got well over 200 swats with the bath brush. Ouchie!
I really don’t plan on breaking the bigger rules, I would hate to see big trouble in this mood he is in. I think the bigger rules might result in the belt or strop. I think I am going to try to focus really hard. At least until he is out of this super dom mood.
I just got spanked for not being submissive enough and for not following his rules.
That bath brush was viscous tonight. My butt is on fire. He tells me that he is going to be training me daily to be submissive, and then will give me any punishments I earned.
I am going to bed with a sore butt. I will try to be better tomorrow.
Such a great day, I don’t want the weekend over. I am already not looking forward to a long work week and being away from him each day.
Luckily I am blessed enough to go to sleep next to him and wake up next to him every day.
So I have good and bad news here. Bad news is I got a pretty bad punishment spankings this morning first thing when I woke up. My bottom is still sore, I guess he wasn’t joking when he said he didn’t like me not having a submissive attitude.
Good news is that it’s the first one I have had in a couple weeks. So at least I have that to hold onto lol.
TGIF for sure. I have been told to blog tonight, but I don’t really have much to say. I know… hard to believe right?
I guess I am just happy to see the week over with and have a great weekend with the love of my life.
He told me I am not acting submissive and to post about it. Here is my problem, I don’t really agree. Obviously I am being super good. I haven’t been in trouble for weeks. If I was being bad, I would be In trouble.
See my point?
The title pretty much says it all. I always see the best in people. Because I see the best in them it really sucks when I learn that they are not what I saw them as.
Mean people suck.
I feel I need to explain my posts lately. I hate that I have been writing from a dark place lately. I wanted this blog to be fun and frisky, and it has turned into my therapy lol.
I think it’s because I have to blog daily, it makes it really difficult to not give you the good, the bad, and the ugly. When I am going though something I am told to write.
I will try to be more fun and frisky in my writings moving forward.