Back home now

I just got back last night from a week long trip for work. Well I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, and ended up tied up across the bed getting my butt spanked with his belt, strop, rubber paddle thing and whatever else he felt like spanking me with. I guess I need to be more focused on pleasing him and having the right attitude. 

Wish me luck on this focus thing. 

Stupid belt!

I have managed to go a week or more without getting a spanking. Then today ended my streak. I even got the stupid belt today. I haven’t got spanked with the belt in months. All because I am going out of town for a week and he said because of my bad decisions last time I had a trip I need to travel in a sore bottom. 

Nightly sessions are going to get old fast

So I am going to bed restrained tonight with a sore bottom. Every night of this is going to be really hard. Guess I am going to have a leather butt by the end of this grounding. Lol. 

Even though my butt is getting super sore, I know he does this to protect me from me. He loves me, and I love him so much. I adore him and just looking at him takes my breathe away. I can’t imagine life without him, even a day away from him is tough. He is my world. 

I need to get better at being good, I need to not have a sore butt and regrets daily. 

Yikes- shit just got real

Wow!! So I messed up really bad. Now he gave me a super bad punishment plan after talking to his stupid mentor!

I am grounded until MARCH! I start with 3 minutes of timed spankings every day and based on my behavior for the day I can earn less or more. I have corner time every day! I also have writing assignments each week or a household task. I also have a boot camp one Saturday a month for three months. 

Today was my first day of this. I had to get yesterday and today’s at once. So 6 minutes. 

I lied, was disobedient, stole, and broke his rules.  I used some money that wasn’t mine to buy Christmas presents and he found out. Now I am suffering the consequences. Guess it’s going to be until spring before I am sprung.  Lol

What I learned

I learned tonight that it is not a good idea to tell him to stop when getting spanked. Ouchie! Spanked with my feet and hands restrained. I screamed out stop, because it hurt Really bad. He said I have a safe word if I am medically hurt, and I am never to tell him to stop. He feels I am trying to take his control. Well he can have it! 

Tough girl

I just got well over 500 swats. Somehow I was such a tough girl. I didn’t cry. He even put baby oil on my bottom, which makes it hurt worse but doesn’t leave as bad of bruising if any. I took it all like a champ. 

Tomorrow I am not even allowed to eat lunch without permission. I guess this means holiday break is over, lol. 

Confession time – big trouble

Big trouble! I was laid across the bed with that stupid strop across my butt repeatedly and he said he knew I was being bad and he was going to continue until I confessed. 

So I did. I told him every little tiny rule break and big rule break I have gotten away with over the last month. I just got 400 swats! And 1600 more to come over the weekend. 

Omg! I told him I don’t know if I can take it. He held me and cuddled me and told me I will take every one.