I have managed to go a week or more without getting a spanking. Then today ended my streak. I even got the stupid belt today. I haven’t got spanked with the belt in months. All because I am going out of town for a week and he said because of my bad decisions last time I had a trip I need to travel in a sore bottom.
So I am going to bed restrained tonight with a sore bottom. Every night of this is going to be really hard. Guess I am going to have a leather butt by the end of this grounding. Lol.
Even though my butt is getting super sore, I know he does this to protect me from me. He loves me, and I love him so much. I adore him and just looking at him takes my breathe away. I can’t imagine life without him, even a day away from him is tough. He is my world.
I need to get better at being good, I need to not have a sore butt and regrets daily.
Wow!! So I messed up really bad. Now he gave me a super bad punishment plan after talking to his stupid mentor!
I am grounded until MARCH! I start with 3 minutes of timed spankings every day and based on my behavior for the day I can earn less or more. I have corner time every day! I also have writing assignments each week or a household task. I also have a boot camp one Saturday a month for three months.
Today was my first day of this. I had to get yesterday and today’s at once. So 6 minutes.
I lied, was disobedient, stole, and broke his rules. I used some money that wasn’t mine to buy Christmas presents and he found out. Now I am suffering the consequences. Guess it’s going to be until spring before I am sprung. Lol
I learned tonight that it is not a good idea to tell him to stop when getting spanked. Ouchie! Spanked with my feet and hands restrained. I screamed out stop, because it hurt Really bad. He said I have a safe word if I am medically hurt, and I am never to tell him to stop. He feels I am trying to take his control. Well he can have it!
I just got well over 500 swats. Somehow I was such a tough girl. I didn’t cry. He even put baby oil on my bottom, which makes it hurt worse but doesn’t leave as bad of bruising if any. I took it all like a champ.
Tomorrow I am not even allowed to eat lunch without permission. I guess this means holiday break is over, lol.
Big trouble! I was laid across the bed with that stupid strop across my butt repeatedly and he said he knew I was being bad and he was going to continue until I confessed.
So I did. I told him every little tiny rule break and big rule break I have gotten away with over the last month. I just got 400 swats! And 1600 more to come over the weekend.
Omg! I told him I don’t know if I can take it. He held me and cuddled me and told me I will take every one.
Well due to the holidays and all the guests that come with them; I got a break for awhile. Yay!
That break just ended. He even used the razor strop. I am tired now and ready for a nice night of sleep.