So I am going to bed restrained tonight with a sore bottom. Every night of this is going to be really hard. Guess I am going to have a leather butt by the end of this grounding. Lol.
Even though my butt is getting super sore, I know he does this to protect me from me. He loves me, and I love him so much. I adore him and just looking at him takes my breathe away. I can’t imagine life without him, even a day away from him is tough. He is my world.
I need to get better at being good, I need to not have a sore butt and regrets daily.