Have you ever just had a time in your life that you got sick of having to make everything ok for everyone? You just get to the point where you are like “f*** it”!
I can tell you this- I am there! I find myself going back to the place that I recently escaped from. Going back to having to be someone and something I am not to keep everyone happy. I can’t do it!!!!! I was open and free when I escaped, yet I find myself over the last few days crying and guarded and scared constantly. I can’t and won’t be this person again.