As I sit here, just getting into bed and dreading the spanking I am about to get, I am thinking about my day.
It started first thing this morning, he blew up about dishes that didn’t get put away after I had a very sleepless and rough night, that always is a tough start. Then a problem with work before I even got there. Then all day work was dealing with issue after issue. Tonight we had major problems with one of our kids. Then another worry with a different one of our kids. Long day!!!!
Now I am just tired. I just want sleep. No stupid spankings, just sleep. I want to reset myself. I am really in this state of stress and upset. Not calm and happy like I enjoy being. I have been just emotionally upset all day. Now there is no way that getting spankeon top of all this is going to help. I JUST WANT SLEEP!